Life Unexpected

Oh how life has thrown us some curve balls this year. In every day there have been questions and more questions. Answers have been few and far between and we have continued to press on as you have to when there are unknowns. One thing that has been very certain is that we are expecting. This was unexpected... four seemed a great number and although my "I'm done" button seems broken, it made sense to not have anymore. Ha! What do you know, while not "trying" we got pregnant. Nothing is an accident and babies are always a blessing...the timing has been interesting! So during the move, the changes, the newness, and all the frustrations this year. One thing has remained constant, my growing belly. As far as we were concerned boy or girl would be great, but for some reason we had it in our minds that it was a boy. I even took a at-home gender test that clearly showed BOY. For the last 10 weeks I have been thinking of boy names, I even bought a baby boy sleeper with guitars on it! We went to the ultrasound today and through all of it, I waited for her to say, yep its a boy. When she said you're having a girl! I was shocked and so very excited. It took me a while to think girl again but now I can't stop thinking about her. What a great surprise to day. No definite names yet, we are still arguing over them. Daniel likes to come up with names like, Wilma, Sedona, ect. So we haven't gotten very far. Evelyn Claire, has been one that we both like, but as you well know it is NOT set in stone:) So as life comes at us unexpectedly, each day brings one exception to it all, we are having our third little girl!

Myrtle Beach

Myrtle Beach, SC was a great adventure! Derek and Amy invited us to meet them at their beautiful three bedroom hotel and indoor water park. Two huge rooms filled with pools, slides, lazy rivers, and wading pools. It was 40 degrees outside and we were running from our room to the pools is bathing suits! We swam for two days and then went to Bass Pro Shop in Myrtle Beach to see Santa. We drove home Thursday the 23rd to prepare for Christmas. It was a wonderful holiday before the holidays!

Living room

the kitchen

The view

The Girls at the hotel

Snow Days

What a great surprise to wake up to snow! It snowed all day and into the night. We bundled up and played in it, the kids had so much fun...and the adults did too! It was so beautiful, we took a drive and looked at all the trees covered in snow and ice. Thankfully it did stop snowing and is warming up this week a little bit. Today is 30 with wind but by Friday it will be 65.

Christmas Eve

What a special surprise for the kids when we showed up at the airport to see if we could watch for Santa... and low and behold...Grandma and Grandpa were standing there! We then headed home to open gifts and have a traditional German dinner krautnadel (sp?) . Daniel has eaten this for Christmas eve since he was a little boy, and normally mom makes it. This year it was my turn to try it, and I did a pretty good job! Daniel loved it! We had a great night, stayed up late visiting and wrapping last minute gifts.

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas!

From the Zimmermann Family

We are having very different Christmas this year. Obviously we are so far away:( and missing family like crazy. My parents are flying in Christmas Eve so that is going to be such a wonderful surprise for the kids. We haven't told them yet and they think we are alone this year. They have been missing their cousins and friends so much this year.

We have enjoyed our time here for what it is, the Fall was absolutely beautiful. The trees were so many colors, vivid and bright. It felt like fall. The warm weather held out and we were able to visit the beach and enjoy the outdoors....until December. Then the leaves fell and the cold moved in. I have been inside more than anytime in my life! 35 degrees and wind does not bring me outdoors. The kids are wild in the house, needing to get some energy out and we have tried many things to keep them busy. Nothing but bundling them up and making them head outside to ride their bikes helped! It does feel and smell like Christmas. The crisp cold and barren trees are a daily reminder that Christmas is coming.

We had Josh and Brittany come to visit for a week and that was so much fun! Getting to spend time with family and just enjoy each other was a blessing. Josh kept the boys busy every day with a wrestling match, we stayed at the Robert's beach house a few days, went to the aquarium and even had a date night just the four of us downtown. It was so hard to see them go.

On December 21st, to celebrate the Holidays with our dear friends, the Roberts, we headed to Myrtle Beach, SC to a hotel with an indoor water park. We just stayed one night and had two great days swimming and sliding down water slides. The kids had so much fun! It was a great mini-vacation.

We are back and ready to pick up my parents tomorrow!

Each of the kids have grown and changed so much this year and especially with the move, so here is a little update on each one of them:

Noah turned 8 this year. He had lost all four front teeth and we are waiting for his last top tooth to grow in. He looks so much older. He is such a handsome boy. He is full of energy and joy. He is always joking and doesn't miss a thing we say. He is very smart and enjoys school. He is great at math and reading. His favorite subjects are science and history. He loves to ride his bike and is looking forward to playing soccer this spring. Thankfully he has not broken anything this year. But we did find out he has a terrible allergy to bee stings. He hopes to move back to Arizona soon but would also enjoy spending a summer at the beach getting better at boogie boarding.

Graham turned 6 this year. He is very tall and lean, exactly like my brother Josh. His hands and feet are huge and so he moves much like a puppy still growing into his paws. He loves to laugh and play tricks on people. He is always playing pretend games with the others and making up elaborate pirate ships, barns or boat docks. Braxtyn and him have found that although they disagree about most things they need each other. They find they have a lot of time together when Noah is finishing school and Cozy is napping. Graham is doing amazing in Kindergarten this year. School is hard for him but he is learning by leaps and bounds. He has found that he is very good at math and really likes his math work. He has very good penmanship and when he wants to, can write amazing for a 6 year old! He still loves horses and animals and is looking forward to seeing his horse Gunny.

Braxtyn turned 4 in July. She has her very own agenda for most days and happily plays and just enjoys life. She is very determined and independent and appreciates it if everyone just does things her way, especially her brothers. She loves playing with barbies and doing crafts. She is participating in a lot of school and has her own pre-K work that she is learning. She is a quick learner and likes to know what the boys know. She loves painting her nails and putting on fashion shows. And lately she has been putting on concerts with a guitar and song that she's written. You cannot convince her of much unless she's thought of it, and this year she is determined she will marry Micah Main. We of course approve if this union, in about 20 years!!! She loves North Carolina and is very quick to make new friends. She is looking forward to her summer here because she hates the cold.

Cozette is 18 months. She is growing up so quickly! She jabbers a lot and we make out a few words. Her favorite thing to do is sit in your lap and read books. She says Mom about 20 times a day. I think she is trying to out-call me and grab my attention from the other three. She does a pretty good job stealing all of our attention. She is a cuddle bug and will love on you when you need it. She is full of joy and delight and we are usually surprised to hear her cry. Other than her screams of "NO" to her brothers and sister, she is very happy to just hang with the crowd.

Daniel and I are doing good. We are still meeting new people and trying to find steady work. small jobs here and there are keeping us going but who knows what will happen this year to come. We are just trying to learn to listen and be joyful no matter what the circumstance. We are so blessed and love our sweet family. The pregnancy is going great. I will have an ultrasound December 31st to find out the sex of the baby.

We hope that you all have a very Happy Christmas and New Year!

Much Love

The Zimmermann Family

Ramblings of a four year old

Today I was doing my hair and she was sitting in her usual spot, atop the vanity counter, applying loads of blush and brushing her hair. She was also begging me to paint her nails, this a daily ritual and we spend our time having long talks or playing the sister game, where I am her little sister and we plan large parties, movie dates, makeovers and tea parties. Today, she was making faces in the mirror and looked up at me with a very " I know-it-all" face to tell me the following:
Braxtyn: I do not believe in Santa Clause. He is is a big man with a fake beard. I only believe in Jesus. I don't believe in reindeer flying. Mom, do you believe in magic?
Me: I believe that Jesus can do miracles
Braxtyn: Well I don't believe in magic so reindeer can't fly.
Me: well who brings the presents?
Braxtyn: Moms and dads, aunts and uncles, grown-ups and Jesus. There are no elves either.
Me: there aren't'?
Braxtyn: No, they are just little people who wear fake ears and don't have real jobs. They take care of pigs.
Me: Wow, that is a lot of information for me today. You have this really figured out don't you?
Braxtyn: Yes, yes I do.
Graham enters the conversation: If you don't believe in Santa you won't get presents.
Braxtyn: yes I will, grown ups give them to me.
Me: Let's just all settle on the fact that Santa or not, it is Jesus' Birthday and He is why any of us get presents.
End of discussion...

Later at lunch...
Braxtyn: Mom, I'm going to ask Santa for an Easy bake oven.
Hmm... She is a mystery

Finding Church

I'm finding myself with Sunday depression. Yes, that's what Daniel has called it in the past and until recently I didn't understand him. We have visited churches and although I have met some beautiful, wonderful people...I have yet to find a home church. That name has only belonged for me, at GFF in Arizona. Well without that I though that we would just find a place where we love the people and settle in. I have this strange feeling, God doesn't want me settling in. Actually the one thing I can say that has been truly clear over the last year or so is that the word "settled" is not in my vocabulary. It's more of an "I don't know" vocabulary. Anyways, I have been wondering why, of all places where there is at least 4 churches at every intersection, I cannot find one. I have read Wayne Jacobson's blog tonight and this answered my question.

Even our Christian culture tells us that increased attendance, best-selling books, and growing audiences await those who obey Jesus. In fact, those who misunderstood Jesus the most were those most passionate about religion. You will even find other Christians calling you back to the broader road thinking they are helping you follow God. Don't be fooled. He's the only one we can follow. Even if that means you are misunderstood, God will be faithful to provide other believers at just the right moment to encourage you on the journey.
Fitting in with Religious Leaders or Perhaps Disappointing Them
In our day, many who claim to lead in the body of Christ are not much more than well-intentioned program managers. They have an organization to run and personal goals to meet and often view people around them as simply part of that process. If we confuse a submissive heart with following their instructions, we will often find ourselves moving away from the path God has chosen for us.
We all know how important it is to glean God's wisdom from other believers, including those who might be further along the journey. However, make sure those are people who are on the journey to knowing God, not those imbedded in religious institutions and who have a vested interest in you doing things their way. Religious leaders are those who lead people into religion. Weren't these types always at odds with Jesus? Did he put their directions above his Father's?
Of course not! But how can you tell the difference between religious leaders and mature believers God has put around you? True leaders won't tell you what Father's will is for you; they will instead help you grow close enough to Jesus to understand that for yourself. I find it curious that most of the latter I've met in recent years rarely waste their time in management positions of institutionized Christianity.
Signposts On the Journey
By Wayne Jacobsen
BodyLife • May 1999

This is the answer, I knew it when I read it. So what to do now? We aren't attending church for now. I'm hoping to skype GFF sermons at home and learn to BE the church here, in a way of fellowship and encouragment with other believers that have a desire to share in this journey. Everything else is religion. And I am not interested in religion.

Braxtyn: What church are we going to?

Graham: It's just a building we can have church anywhere

Braxtyn: Can I have church outside? In a tree? On a rock?

Daniel: In a train, in a box, with a fox....

Noah: our church is wherever we are. Jesus is here so we can have church in the car.

And then we recited the remaining verses of Green Eggs and Ham. I am thankful that my children understand that there is a greater body of believers than what's in a building and that we are all the church, not separated into small institutions that compete for attendance and club dues.

On a side note. While the boys were upstairs "allegedly" cleaning their room...Graham shoved a wire of some sort into Noah's ear. The pain has lessened and I'm probably taking him to the Dr. tomorrow to check it out. Braxtyn decided to use her toothpaste as face wash and is now crying with a runny nose and bright red eyes. CAN THEY GROW BRAINS SOON? PLEASE?