Sleep deprived

As most people know me, I am very active. I have a plan for each day, week, upcoming weekend, even if there is nothing to do, I plan to do something. However, Cozy has plans FOR ME. Its called night time partying. I'm so over this party, I can't tell you how may times I've glared at Daniels' sleeping body. He looks so peaceful I just want to throw him out of the bed and see if he liked getting up at 2am. Please sisters, say you understand! Its my fault, I'm a baby spoiler. I like to hold them all the time, sleep with them, and I hate to let them cry. I always end up here, a baby that wont sleep unless they are fed or rocked or in my bed next to me. And then I go crazy after about 4 months of it. So here I am again, going to let her cry a little to get herself to sleep. I tried this two weeks ago and I gave up before she did. So here I go again. I think if I don't do this Daniel is going to set up a playpen in the other room and do it himself, so his crazy wife will sleep. I think I might let him, until I hear her pitiful crys that I know must be for some good reason...she needs me:). Its Baby Wise time, this book has saved me from sleep deprivation three times now. Why I don't start the books methods at birth, I don't know, but it really works out once I put her on a schedule. I don't even want to hear from you moms who's babies just decide to sleep through the night on their own! (Doni) Oh well, this too will pass!